Darkness Within

Have you ever ask this in your life: Why?

Why,
there are people
that how much
you care for them
you always ended up
being insecure
to yourself

Why,
there are people
that no matter what
good things you do, or say
you always ended up 
an argument that
you're trying prevent to happen

Why
there are people
that how much
you value them
you always ended up
you are the one being
hurt but they never care

Why,
there are people
that welcome you with full
arms but as you gave your care
to them, their welcomed arms
closes that you begin to feel insecurty
on the care you give

Why,
there are people
no matter how they find love,
love doesn't find them that
they end up hurt and
they feel something is
lacking in their life

 Why,
there are people
who feel too much inferiority
and superiority complex that
that they can cause
problems to them or
only use it as an excuse.

Why,
there are people
who says that
"nobody loves me"
that they ignore
the people that always
catches their emotions.

Life is very brittle,
you can never be fully-satisfied
with any thing
but never loose hope
the power of prayer
is all you need
to survive this word
"Why"

No one tag me, I only saw this in Miss Butterfly's Blog and I'll tag along
 
three names you go by:
1. michael
2. mic
3. khel

three screen names you have had:
1. tamahome_miaka_11 
2. light_sword11
3. dark_ametyst11

three physical things you like about yourself:
1. eyes 
2. ears
3. teeth (hahaha...)

three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. legs
2. hand
3. knees

three parts of your heritage:
1. filipino
2. spanish in last name
3. ..nothing more, nothing less!

three things that scare you:
1. being away from my loved ones
2. losing one of my senses
3. death cause by falling

three of your everyday essentials:
1. cellphone
2. the forum
3. wallet

three of your favorite musical artists:
1. Fozzy
2. Creed
3. Side A 

three of your favorite songs:
1. "Kung akin ang mundo" by Eric Santos
2. "Enemy" by Fozzy
3. "Higher" by Creed

three things you want in a relationship:
1. love and affection
2. sweetness
3. fun to talk with

three lies and truths in no particular order:

lies:
1. When I dig a hole, I will end up into China
2. (From the Movie, Mario Brothers) Wait until someone calls you from the pail of water to enter and save a princess.
3. (wala na eh....)

truth:
1. Love is Blind
2. The truth shall set you free.
3. God is Good.

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. skin
2. height
3. long hair 

three of your favorite hobbies:
1. watching TV
2. surfing the net
3. playing PC games

three things you want to do really badly now:
1. go to the online forum
2. thinking a topic for my blog
3. watching TV

three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. astronaut! hahaha
2. psychologist
3. computer programmer

three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Paris
2. Miami Florida
3. England

three kid's names you like:
1. Alexis
2. Stephanie
3. Michael

three things you want to do before you die:
1. Say I'm sorry to the people to the people I hurt without any intentions
2. Find the Princess of My Life
3. Remove the things i consider a Sin

three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. watching soap operas
2. the way i look at the watch
3. Wala na eh.....

three ways that you are stereotypically a man:
1. Not Picky on clothes
2. Cares a lot on Girls
3. Loves to watch action movies

three celeb crushes:
1. Iya Villania 
2. Bianca Gonzalez
3. Toni Gonzaga

my turn to tag you!...

The word is disappointing...

Disappoint (v), fail to do what was desired or expected.

You heard right. Disappoint... I'm very disappoined because of what that person done. Twice na niyang ginagawa sa akin ang hindi pagsagot ng PM ko sa kanya. The first time na ginawa n'ya sa akin to is when I replied to "grim" (I'll call that person "grim" so I'll let you wonder kung sino yun), I mesmerized grim. So okay lang dinedma, but nag-online ngayon si grim so I mesmerized grim again, however nag-offline na siya bigla.


Nakakainis siya because parang, grim avoids me. Eh nature ko na ang mag-mesmerize ng isang tao and take note totoo ako magsalita towards that person. I know grim's schedule pero ano ba nman ang mag-pm ka and say "Sorry ha medyo, i have a schedule in the morning" di ok lang sa akin. Masama ang loob ko sa kanya...

Anyway enough about that, even though Thursday is a rough day for me eh, okay lang. The experience i had yesterday. Meeting new people, the journey that I had, and the fun that i had.

Nakakainis noh, My first post is a negative one, but thanks to these girls, it is eased a bit :D



By the way before i forgot, Belated Happy Birthday to ~chubz~ of IOFF and Raelene Ellaine Villania